Disability and support from my mother (I live with her and pay board). I've lost a job and dropped out of university twice because of SA, it really shattered my confidence and highlighted just how severe my social anxiety is. Now I'm supposed to be trying to reduce my anxiety and avoidance issues before I attempt another venture out into the world, I don't want to fail again and I've wasted a lot of time. I feel as though life might just pass me by.
I'm not really ashamed of this, but it does get me down. If anyone chooses to look down on me for it, all it does is highlight their ignorance.