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Can you see this hole
That is filling me
The black toxic thoughs flooding in
Into this hole
Sickening
Why do I let your words get to me

I feel the pain enter me
So overwhelmed
All this toxicity entering in
My life turned upside down
Hate what I've become
All my scars I keep ripping open

Wanna Peel off my skin
Tearing me from the inside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

Wanna cut myself to the bone
Tearing me from the outside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

Need to fill in this hole
That is taking over me me
A life that's growin bitter
Swallowing me hole
So daunting
The world is turning gray
No colors left in it for me anymore

Buried underneath
I need to find sweet releif
Don't want to hurt my self again
Just so I don't have to feel
Feel that old pain come creeping in
Lord stop me now
Before I go and do it again

Wanna Peel off my skin
Tearing me from the inside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

Wanna cut myself to the bone
Tearing me from the outside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

This is me
All that I have become
Feel like I've exhausted my only options
Dont want to do it again
Exchange one bitter pain for another
Just so I don't have to feel
Or acknowledge the other

Wanna Peel off my skin
Tearing me from the inside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

Wanna cut myself to the bone
Tearing me from the outside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

F**ck I don't want any of this
F**ck how did I let it get this far again
F**ck I don't wanna do it again

Wanna Peel off my skin
Tearing me from the inside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

Wanna cut myself to the bone
Tearing me from the outside
What do I do now?

How can I stop this pain inside?

Ahhwww F**ck!
 
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