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Hi,
First, I'm sorry for my english ... I'm french, so I hope my message will be understandable.
I'm a 25 years old guy, lives in small town in Canada. I'm bipolar, plus I do alot of panic attack. I've been like that since I'm 12.
I finish school in 2001, my lasts years was the hardest one. I took 1 year "off", then I took a 2 years course in college. Again, I had a really hard
time at the end of this 2 years.
In 2005, my familly and I move in this small town, all english speaking people ... so I had to learn english. I had 3 jobs here, but I either quit or lost
them because of my situation.
I stay with my parents since a couple of month ago, I finally move out, I tough I would be way better, but u know ... the first month I move to my own
place, I did pretty well .. I had my little routine ... but those lasts months have been really hard on me. It's been 2 months I didnt go out of my appartement ... someday I wait till it get darker, and I just sit down outside for a bit, but I dunno, I feel like I'm at the begening again. I have my mother who help me alot ... I gave her the money, and she do my grocery and stuff like that. I also have a nice neighboor, if I need something right away, like milk or cigarette or anything, he is always willing to go for me.
But overall, I hate my situation. I have a really good doctor and very good terapist, but I just kept falling, and starting back from 0 every 6 or 7 months.
I take 45mg of remeron + 100 mg of seroquel at bed time ... then in the morning I take 75mg of effexor with 1mg of clonazapam. Dinner time and supper time I take another 1mg of clonazapam and I have some xanax just in case.
Well, thats about it. I'm happy I find this forum ... sometime I feel really lonely, but I guess we're not always alone.
peace.
First, I'm sorry for my english ... I'm french, so I hope my message will be understandable.
I'm a 25 years old guy, lives in small town in Canada. I'm bipolar, plus I do alot of panic attack. I've been like that since I'm 12.
I finish school in 2001, my lasts years was the hardest one. I took 1 year "off", then I took a 2 years course in college. Again, I had a really hard
time at the end of this 2 years.
In 2005, my familly and I move in this small town, all english speaking people ... so I had to learn english. I had 3 jobs here, but I either quit or lost
them because of my situation.
I stay with my parents since a couple of month ago, I finally move out, I tough I would be way better, but u know ... the first month I move to my own
place, I did pretty well .. I had my little routine ... but those lasts months have been really hard on me. It's been 2 months I didnt go out of my appartement ... someday I wait till it get darker, and I just sit down outside for a bit, but I dunno, I feel like I'm at the begening again. I have my mother who help me alot ... I gave her the money, and she do my grocery and stuff like that. I also have a nice neighboor, if I need something right away, like milk or cigarette or anything, he is always willing to go for me.
But overall, I hate my situation. I have a really good doctor and very good terapist, but I just kept falling, and starting back from 0 every 6 or 7 months.
I take 45mg of remeron + 100 mg of seroquel at bed time ... then in the morning I take 75mg of effexor with 1mg of clonazapam. Dinner time and supper time I take another 1mg of clonazapam and I have some xanax just in case.
Well, thats about it. I'm happy I find this forum ... sometime I feel really lonely, but I guess we're not always alone.
peace.
