You must feel very lonely!I will give you a hug. :hug
I get what you mean. Nobody wants to feel alone. We all need at least one other person to be there for us, just talk to us, listen, understand, be caring. I would not want it to be another me. I would want it to be someone different. So it will all feel genuine. That other person really wants me around, wants to be with me, enjoys our time together, is seeing something interesting in me(whatever that may be).