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I'm not actually all that new on here, I've been browsing through the discussion forums for about a month now. 
I'm 17 years old and in high school and I think my main problem is that I care too much about what people think about me.
I'm to preoccupied with making friends and keeping them and about 90% of the people in my grade don't even like me. I just find it really hard to deal with and right now it's affecting me academically which kills me because I feel like my brains is pretty much the only thing I've got going for me.
I want so much just to be like everyone else, happy, bubbly, carefree, with a small but loyal group of friends who I can hang out with everyday.
I hate coming to school every morning and not being sure of who would be willing to talk to me. I have one best friend at school - I don't know what I'd do without her honestly.
Right now I'm just counting down the days till the end of this torture. I've been at this school 4 years and nothing seems to have changed. I think some people are racist too, but there's nothing I can do about that.
I know I'll get through it But every day, I feel a little emptier inside :|
p.s.: sorry for the rant
I'm 17 years old and in high school and I think my main problem is that I care too much about what people think about me.
I'm to preoccupied with making friends and keeping them and about 90% of the people in my grade don't even like me. I just find it really hard to deal with and right now it's affecting me academically which kills me because I feel like my brains is pretty much the only thing I've got going for me.
I want so much just to be like everyone else, happy, bubbly, carefree, with a small but loyal group of friends who I can hang out with everyday.
I hate coming to school every morning and not being sure of who would be willing to talk to me. I have one best friend at school - I don't know what I'd do without her honestly.
Right now I'm just counting down the days till the end of this torture. I've been at this school 4 years and nothing seems to have changed. I think some people are racist too, but there's nothing I can do about that.
I know I'll get through it But every day, I feel a little emptier inside :|
p.s.: sorry for the rant