I'm just here looking to feel at home among strangers who can feel my pain. I'm a new mom to twins...dreading my return to work and having to deal w/ all the people and the constant thought that "I can do better than this..." for the entire eight hours of my shift. But then staying at home will make the anxiety worse. So I have my "everday" anxiety that I've lived with for years, coupled with the sleep deprivation that comes with caring for newborns and then we have hormones that come with nursing and LORD HELP ME! My life is no longer just my own so my wish is that, thru my children, I can reach higher and beat this. My first time sharing.