hello. my name is alec. I'm a musician. i dont really know what to say for this and I'm sure a lot of you guys can relate. I've been dealing with intense anxiety and panic attacks my whole life. i dropped out of school from fainting in the middle of class due to an extreme panic attack. since then I've gained about a million and one ambitions to do things, but have done none of them because of my fear of whatever it is. I'm not sure what it is. i just know that being in front of anyone is probably the most terrifying thing in this world for me. i've been reading things on this forum from time to time so i figured i might as well finally join.