i've been browsing this website before but never joined and shared my own. I am just too embarassed and scared to write this even on here... i have SA that bothers me everyday. I have this delusion that people around me can actually hear my thoughts i know it's insane and all but crazy or not i believe that way. i am too scared to realize that it is schizophrenia. I don't have many friends so i joined here to socialize with others.