[Some Russian Guy]

Anyone else feel insecure and lonely when your mate hangs out with their family or friends? My Bf has family and friends in the area and I attend events sometimes but when he goes out with them and I am left at home I feel abandoned. I feel inadequate and ashamed alot because of it. I thought today why do I feel so empty inside and how do I fix it. I wondered if I could develop a spiritual relationship but I feel phoney trying to go to God right now, knowing I am bitter about my existence.

at least you have a significant other

...unlike me