I do get very lonely and feel abandoned. At night I don't feel I can go out and do something so stay in. I only tend to do things just the 2 of us or go with him to social things. I keep trying to tell myself he would probably want a girlfriend who allowed him to go out without being too clingy and try to let go. I did have a friend with kids who lived locally and could often see her if on my own, but she's moved abroad. I sometimes plan by going out to the gym to fill some of the time so I'm not sat waiting. I've given him a lift back once or twice which he appreciated.