I've come to the conclusion that i've developed sa from a very early age. According to my mother everything always seemed to fright me and was always a scaredy cat. The fact that my parents were very overprotective (especially my mom) always babied and spoiled me i think was another reason. They always a had very high expectations of me but always felt like i wasn't good enough. My lack of life experience as well, not going out as much, being sheltered from certain people i feel led to this, beside always feeling uncertain and having to ask permission for everything(being so insecure and a pushover) I always was looking for some reassurance that someone was okay with me(probably due to the fact my mom showed me tough love.) From what I've talked about with my therapist the fact that i was somehow abused ald made me feel like the world was not a safe place to me so that's why i have trust issues even till today. Anyone else ever wondered why they are the way they are?