i have gone to work everyday this month. :boogie usually i try to figure out some kind of problem not to go. i work in a call centre with a bunch of very opionated people or it seems like that to me. and i could not handle them telling me stuff anymore. i had been making improvements with my treatment and was not turning into this other person that they did not recognize and they became very critical. it was weird because i would normally turn myself into a pretzel to fit into their idea of me. and here i was arguing back, cutting my hair, wearing things they critisized and basically just not giving a crap what they thought. the truth was i still did and probably still do but i try daily to not let it affect me. this is just one part of my life that sad affects that i am learning to control and hopefully the rest - gandalf help me, the mall - will come too. 
