[Arti]

Does anyone got this feeling that its not like we are afraid of going out side but dont want to i mean i dont know like you got this lazyness that you dont want to do social stuff and its better to be alone in the house like in one point you want gf friends affecting caring loving and all this stuff but wont do anything for it like if someone asks you to go somewhere you say no.

 

[Arti]

i mean i realy did try to hang around with people but i dont know i cant say i didnt enjoy it but i dont know i guess i liked being home my friend always invites me to go to partys movies and doesnt understand why i dont realy want i fell like i am making excuses why not to go out i went to some places here and there but i dont know i dont even know why i like being alone at home some times i dont even know whats the point of hanging around with other people in this big groups i dont get the point of nightclubs and all this social teen stuff my friend thinks that i am a totall ******* and anti social and is like whats your problem and yeah he is right