You know what? You sound ready to me. One of my favorite sayings is "Courage is being afraid and doing it anyway". I try to think of that anytime I do something I'm afraid of. I do this every day. Even if I feel alone and on the outside, I did not give up....I tried, and continue to try. And that's courageous in every way. I'm sure your parents are so very proud of you for trying. Remember that they love you.
I'm proud of you for giving it your best shot.
I'm proud of you for giving it your best shot.