I am getting too old to not be in relationships. It's part of being human, part of being alive. You learn through them and then you get to the point where you are in one that lasts. It's all pretty simple. The most f'd up people I know are in relationships. I just can't initate things. I'm bored quite often. Couples have each other people. I just have other people and that's not enough because it's only sometimes. I'm socially anxious but I like company, especially that of a woman. It's about time I have a girlfriend.