Ok this might seem like a really stupid triumph. But I still want to write about it. For some reason, I feel really anxious requesting friendships (on SAS) even when I've kinda talked to the people. I am not really sure why, I guess fear of rejection? Anyway, I decided to overcome it by just picking people at random and adding them. Most people are thanking me for adding them, it felt nice 
I guess most of the stuff I'm scared of is in my head.
I guess most of the stuff I'm scared of is in my head.