Yay, positive posts!
Although I seem to be happy outside, I can't but help feel like there's a huge gap inside of me. I'm content with my house, my family is a bit...dysfunctional *I think they're secretly aliens, but who knows?*, it's alright though

!, the people at school are really nice now that I think about it...
Maybe I'm just really the ambitious type and want to do more

. I really want to discover the mysteries of life, and this world. I have only touched 0.000001%, which isn't much progress at all :s.
Maybe in the near future, like when i'm done with college, i'll be able to have the most freedom to do the heck I want. Unfortunately what's hindering me is my SA :afr.