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I know there are some very smart people on this board, and maybe you will be able to help me solve a puzzle.
I've always been convinced dopamine had a big role in my disorders, because apart from SAD, I also suffer from typical ADD symptoms, and have many bouts of depression.
I though Wellbutrin would help me deal with this, as it has some affinity for dopamine receptors (which inhibit reuptake). I know it's not much, but I'm on 300 mg XL a day, so I reckoned it should at least make a difference. The first few weeks, it did; although strongly agigated, I did feel a lot better. However, now that I've been on it for almost 3 months, it's the exact opposite of my initial honeymoon. I now experience worse brain fog than ever before, can hardly pronounce coherent sentences and my mind has never been this slow.
It almost feels like I have no dopamine activity left, and my mood is obviously horrible. I know there are some hypotheses that Wellbutrin will sensitize the autoreceptors, which causes lower levels of dopamine for a while. After the (re-)desensitiation however, you should start feeling therapeutic benefits. I don't seem to get to that point though.
I've recently added Zoloft 50mg to my Wellbutrin, because it also has some dopamine reuptake properties (although only a bit). This has made me very wired, and made things even worse, except for my mood.
Now here comes the real question. I have been eating some walnuts today, because I know they contain animo-acids which are precursors to the mono-amines. After eating a handful, all of a sudden, the lights turned back on. I could thing more clearly, motivation lifted, and my mood was pretty good. What happened here? Was it the tyrosine? I feel that it is. So why doesn't all this reuptake help me one bit? Is it because I'm totally depleted of dopamine, and need supplementation? I'm very curious what insights you guys might have.
Thanks!
I've always been convinced dopamine had a big role in my disorders, because apart from SAD, I also suffer from typical ADD symptoms, and have many bouts of depression.
I though Wellbutrin would help me deal with this, as it has some affinity for dopamine receptors (which inhibit reuptake). I know it's not much, but I'm on 300 mg XL a day, so I reckoned it should at least make a difference. The first few weeks, it did; although strongly agigated, I did feel a lot better. However, now that I've been on it for almost 3 months, it's the exact opposite of my initial honeymoon. I now experience worse brain fog than ever before, can hardly pronounce coherent sentences and my mind has never been this slow.
It almost feels like I have no dopamine activity left, and my mood is obviously horrible. I know there are some hypotheses that Wellbutrin will sensitize the autoreceptors, which causes lower levels of dopamine for a while. After the (re-)desensitiation however, you should start feeling therapeutic benefits. I don't seem to get to that point though.
I've recently added Zoloft 50mg to my Wellbutrin, because it also has some dopamine reuptake properties (although only a bit). This has made me very wired, and made things even worse, except for my mood.
Now here comes the real question. I have been eating some walnuts today, because I know they contain animo-acids which are precursors to the mono-amines. After eating a handful, all of a sudden, the lights turned back on. I could thing more clearly, motivation lifted, and my mood was pretty good. What happened here? Was it the tyrosine? I feel that it is. So why doesn't all this reuptake help me one bit? Is it because I'm totally depleted of dopamine, and need supplementation? I'm very curious what insights you guys might have.
Thanks!