Tonight I'm heading downtown to the bars by myself. I don't want to put too much emphasis on what I plan on doing tonight, so I'm aiming for just talking to people and NOT just women in particular. I don't want to be disappointed because I don't talk to women. Rather, my main goal for the evening will be to go, try and enjoy myself and socialize with those around me. I want to get used to this. Although I want to meet a girl, I don't want to make excuses for not going alone and meeting new people in general and denying myself the opportunity to have fun. Last few times I went I went with a friend and that kind of prevents me from talking to others. I want to socialize and mingle. Wish me luck!