Ever since breaking out of my SA I've been looking for new friends as I didn't have any and a girl that has been with me all my life since 1st grade all up to now (10th grade) became more of a friend to me. When I hadn't quite figured that I had SA I did the most repulsive thing to her. We got really close and I suggested we did it...She thought I was joking but when she found I wasn't she firmly rejected me and left. After a while we started talking again and I school broke out. I started trying to get over my SA and we would hang out alot. We chat pretty much every day now.
However, about 2 months ago I started getting this feeling that she likes me. Just a kind of tease here and there and I wasn't sure what to think of it. I would also have good and bad feelings towards her on and off but never could I decide whether I really want to be with her. Not up until about 2 weeks ago. I left for another city for the holidays and I didn't talk to her for like 2 days and I felt like I missed her. I went on my pc there and saw that she had changed her skype pic and it was the most gorgeous pic she has ever had imo . I went crazy about it. Just then I felt like I really really like her and not as in physical attraction, I don't want to grab her and tear her apart, I wanted to be with her. When she learned that I had come back home she started talking to me more and last night she sent me (idk if it's ok to post a link here)
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I wasn't sure what to make of it and I was pretty much left speechless. I mean does this actually mean she wants me? Or could I be in a really deep "friend zone" so to speak? I really can't tell and I don't want to miss my chance with her. I'm desperate for help at this point...
However, about 2 months ago I started getting this feeling that she likes me. Just a kind of tease here and there and I wasn't sure what to think of it. I would also have good and bad feelings towards her on and off but never could I decide whether I really want to be with her. Not up until about 2 weeks ago. I left for another city for the holidays and I didn't talk to her for like 2 days and I felt like I missed her. I went on my pc there and saw that she had changed her skype pic and it was the most gorgeous pic she has ever had imo . I went crazy about it. Just then I felt like I really really like her and not as in physical attraction, I don't want to grab her and tear her apart, I wanted to be with her. When she learned that I had come back home she started talking to me more and last night she sent me (idk if it's ok to post a link here)
LINK
I wasn't sure what to make of it and I was pretty much left speechless. I mean does this actually mean she wants me? Or could I be in a really deep "friend zone" so to speak? I really can't tell and I don't want to miss my chance with her. I'm desperate for help at this point...