Everything gets me down. I'm sick of living like this but I can't help it. It's so frustrating and irritating. For example I have 2 roommates. One of them has a lot of friends on campus. The other didn't really so she would hang with me until she met another girl with no friends who was super hilarious. And now all she talks about is this girl is so funny and I don't even matter. I wish I was funny and people wanted to be around me, but I'm boring. I even tried to make conversation with her, but I was just not interesting/entertaining enough. I want to be funny and entertaining, but I don't know how...Am I just forever going to be the boring loser that nobody wants to be friends with?