Wow that's deep! and very trueI believed that for along time, I resigned myself to being alone... But now I am not, I have a girlfriend and it is going well. We are working on making a good foundation to build a relationship on, and if she is willing I will marry her..
But the problem right now, is she has no idea what love is... She has never been shown it, and never had any examples of it... She has been tought what sociey teaches, and it has made her numb. I suggest you find what love really is before you think about having any relatonship, or it won't last.
Because you can't give, what you don't have. And I personally would reather be alone than in a lovless relationship... Love is NOT just a emotion, It's a decision. That even in the hard times, you will support, and be there for your mate. If you can't... He WON'T be able to love, who WON'T love him.
Just look at it this way... Sometimes it's better to NEVER get what you always wanted, than you have what you NEVER wanted. And the things that are most valuble have to be worked for, and love is ALLOT of hard work.... It NEVER just happens, that is a lie that society teaches..
Love MUST be sincere, or it won't last. And you will only hurt each other.
I feel you on that kursedlife. I might give myself a few more years until the age of the big 3-0, 30 until I off myself.No. Because I'll have killed myself long before then