Little Winged One
Everything seems sooooo much harder for me than for most other people. Conversations,driving somewhere new,the first time I attempt almost anything I really struggle with it. I wonder if mentally I'm really more fragile or if everybody else just toughs it out. I feel weak and scared of the world most of the time. If I do have a rare day where I feel strong and capable,all it takes is some minor thing-making a mistake,someone looking at me oddly-then I'm slammed right back down again. Is most of what we see in others a false front constructed to help them navigate? If so,how can so many of them be such convincing actors?