I started this new position at work about two months ago and after about two weeks i was liking it. its a computer job so i have so much still to learn. its not like i can just train in two weeks and know everything. i like it most the time, but the anxiety is starting to get to me. especially now that school is about to start. i am the type of person that worries alot and if things dont feel right at work then it affects my whole life. i have been down because i dont know if i will be good enough to continue this job and i dont wanna let anyone down. i dont wanna make any mistakes. i hate the way i always feel like i am not good enough and that i am cursed for things to go wrong. i know i am thinking irrational but it is like i cant control it. i wish i could be like on eof those self confident people that excel in anything they do. i just get so nervous when trying to learn knew things. does anybody else ever feel this way? like you can never be what you want to be?