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I don't think I do anymore.
It would be nice to have a nice set of close friends, and by nice I mean convenient. But I just don't have that want anymore...I'm here all the time (which is not completely good) and I feel this is all the "socialising" (whatever that is) I need to do, if any.
To be honest, I guess I like people, I mean I don't dislike them. I am kind and courteous to others too. The only people I like are young children before they get all bratty and learn to talk etc. because they're what I consider real people, they put their feelings first and are honest, I like that quality in them. I'm not like that. I'm not interested in people my age and above. I'm not interested in myself.
I just have little interest in establishing long-term relationships of any kind with people (this may sound strange for those of you obsessed with finding love etc.).
*Though, I feel part of leading a good life is learning to love and appreciate others,. It's just that I don't feel like doing that with people in real life - of course, I like people here
^ Is this bad of me? Are there people who, like me, could not care much if they ended up "alone" (again, whatever that is) forever? Or is everyone here fixated with living the conventional family orientated say hello to your neighbour invite the Jones over for tea life?
If any of you have read Frankenstein, then you'll know what I mean when I say I feel like Victor Frankenstein right now.
It would be nice to have a nice set of close friends, and by nice I mean convenient. But I just don't have that want anymore...I'm here all the time (which is not completely good) and I feel this is all the "socialising" (whatever that is) I need to do, if any.
To be honest, I guess I like people, I mean I don't dislike them. I am kind and courteous to others too. The only people I like are young children before they get all bratty and learn to talk etc. because they're what I consider real people, they put their feelings first and are honest, I like that quality in them. I'm not like that. I'm not interested in people my age and above. I'm not interested in myself.
I just have little interest in establishing long-term relationships of any kind with people (this may sound strange for those of you obsessed with finding love etc.).
*Though, I feel part of leading a good life is learning to love and appreciate others,. It's just that I don't feel like doing that with people in real life - of course, I like people here
^ Is this bad of me? Are there people who, like me, could not care much if they ended up "alone" (again, whatever that is) forever? Or is everyone here fixated with living the conventional family orientated say hello to your neighbour invite the Jones over for tea life?
If any of you have read Frankenstein, then you'll know what I mean when I say I feel like Victor Frankenstein right now.