okay I have no idea if I should put this here but I am not asking yahoo answers so here it goes. Heyy you guys I've had depression for a while like 3 years or so I also have an anxiety disorder, I cut myself, and make myself vommit occasionally when Im feeling bad (i know train wreck here) but the cutting and all that arent really frequent anywho I was feeling reallyyy reallyyy bad these past 2 week and I planed to kill myself. I woke up at 6:00 yesterday and overdosed on a few Iron pills about 15? and I drank half a bottle of Advil nothing really bad happened at first just had the chills and pins and needles so I didnt tell my parents I overdosed I just told them I didnt think it was a good idea to go to school that day since I was scared out of mind that I was going to to fall on the floor and have a seizure anytime thank god I didnt either b/c I ended up getting sick throwing up a couple of times and getting a fever but I was fine after that whole ordeal. I actually had to go to therapy latter that day which was kinda good b/c I told my therapist that I was feeling more depressed lately and ended up telling her what happend that morning. So we had to tell my mom about what was going on and how I was feeling. She made a psychologist appointment for tommrow to prescibe me medication (shes against meds. but she wants to help) now dont get me wrong I want to get better...but im also kinda scared. I mean obviously I semi- dont want to kill myself or else I wouldnt have told me therapist and mom I overdosed and would just try it again....but at the same time I ammm still depressed so I do still get irrational thoughts about killing myself alot. Do meds. really help??? or do you think should I go to a rehab or somthing along those lines??