I don't have any advice for you, but I just wanted to let you know I have similar feelings toward pregnancy. I feel physically ill when I see a picture of a pregnant woman. I have recurring nightmares about being pregnant myself. Even though I have fallen in love and married someone, I still find pregnancy absolutely disgusting and have absolutely no desire to become pregnant (and the notion that every woman eventually wants a kid, she just has to find the right guy is ridiculous and hugely insulting).