I grew up in a Christian household, and the Holy Spirit murdered my soul as a small child. I have been dead inside ever since, and am now 48. I have tried everything: antidepressants, an antipsychotic, psychodynamic therapy, meditation, yoga, hypnosis. Therapists eventually came to hate me, because they like clients who either have nothing or only good things to say about past therapy. I can, however, say that Edna Foa's book Stop Obsessing is helpful for OCD, but nothing else helps with anything. Foa is the one odd anomaly. My life, in any case, continues to slide into oblivion, that no doubt being the best thing that could ever happen to me.