Tonight, I just cried a tiny bit (for about 30 seconds) for the first time in my life relating to loneliness. I have never felt so alone in my life, I don't know why. I have three friends whom I hang out with consistently, play soccer with like 10 kids almost every other day. I am just so lonely. I haven't cried about SA in a while, at least from what I can remember. I feel sick to my stomach all because of it. I need love, badly.