I can't seem to have the guts to apply to School yet because SA has me nailed to my house/job. I really want too but I feel as my SA will take over and I won't be able to attend my classes to get my career going because I want to make friends but I give no eye contact,people think I'm rude or stuck up and I can't even start a convo! Not even to mention I tend to over think everything I do or say. I need help, I feel as if I'm the only one who ever has these feelings. Hopefully I'll become a social butterfly one day..