I'm content, but I'm not happy. It's not like I can actually say that I don't wish for real-life friends, or activities to do outside of the house... because as it is, I have neither. At the same time, things could be ten times worse, because I could have no one at all to talk to and nothing to do, even if it is online or in the house. I certainly plan on being happy eventually (soon?), I just need to figure out how first.