went to drs yesterday, and spoke more than i ever have before in there. i knew i needed to be honest instead of the usual "everything is great, just refill the current meds, thanks, bye" which is the easiest thing for me.
so i actually talked to her(and one of her students....yay, not) and told her i'd like to try something new. i'm now trying buspirone (hopefully not just a sugar pill for me). weaning off paxil, fun brain zaps to come!!!! and 1mg klonopin to help me sleep at night.
i go back in 3 months to see how it's working and if not, she said she'd switch me to dioxepin?sp.
anyway, we'll see how this all works. luckily, i get to take tramadol for occasional migraines and that stuff makes me feel like a queen. so if i need a boost, that's where i'm going.