This is really weird. I feel like I shouldn't be here and I'm really nervous right now and I don't even know what I'm doing here. I'm one of those people that lurks around and reads everyone's posts but never says anything. So now I'm saying hi, I'm here. I know it's online and nobody knows me but I still don't feel comfortable sending this out into the open, for everyone to read and judge. The only consolation is that others here have probably felt the same. How do you get over it? How do you make a contribution to a conversation and not feel your stomach turning for the rest of the day? This is not a very good hello, I'm sorry. I don't want to give out too much info about myself, actually I've already kind of lied, my name isn't really Lynn. But it's close! I don't want to say how old I am exactly, but I'm under 51 and over 11. So there's, a nice range for you. I don't know why anyone would read these things. I doubt anyone actually does. If you've read this please comment, please? No, you don't have to hahaha. It's probably better going into this without expectations. I don't really have any expectations though, I don't even know why I'm here. I don't know what I'm hoping to get out of this site. I don't know. What should I do on here? If you actually read any of this I'm really appreciative. Thanks for taking the time.