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the fist half of this is all about how messed up the whole idea of awards night is. First of all, it only separates the top 10 elete students from the rest of the grade. Giving money to the rich, and giving nothing to the poor in a sense. For kids like me who are just under the top 10, we dont receive anything for our efforts. It just sucks.

The second half is how anxious i was. Sitting there, with the possibility that i would be called and have to walk up in front of the whole school was a nightmare. I was SURE i was going to have an anxiety attack. The only thing i could do was to force myself to fall asleep. I dont think i have felt such horrible anxiety for so long. Ironically, the time when i felt the least anxious was when I actually walked up on stage.
 
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