I do smaller things than this. Like the other night I slept on the living room floor even though it was hard and painful .. but I've never done this for more than a few days at a time.pm5kbebop said:I put my bed in the garage and slept on the floor for 3 years,because i felt like i didnt deserve a bed :con now i sleep on a futon that i hate,its worse than sleeping on the floor.i dunno i guess i feel like i dont deserve anything good.
Double-Ditto.Hannah said:my job was physically demanding and i would push myself as hard as i could sometimes. some days i would be so seized and banged up i could barely walk or sleep at night. it was my way of earning my keep, since i felt i was not deserving.
if i do anything, even housework, i'll push myself to work hard and do a perfect job, just to earn the right to be there.