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I can't believe I'm done with college. The last 4 years flew by. I'm both looking forward to graduating as well as dreading it.
This is just the SA talking, but I don't want to walk except I know that if I don't, I'll disappoint my parents. There's just something about walking on the stage in front of all those people that makes me terrified. Also, I hate that I won't be hugging or laughing or crying with my friends or anything, seeing as how I didn't manage to make a single friend, just lots of acquaintances, but that's definitely not the same thing, you know? I'll be the girl in the corner fake smiling the entire time.
I don't know, but something about this just makes me feel really lonely. More so than I usually do.
This is just the SA talking, but I don't want to walk except I know that if I don't, I'll disappoint my parents. There's just something about walking on the stage in front of all those people that makes me terrified. Also, I hate that I won't be hugging or laughing or crying with my friends or anything, seeing as how I didn't manage to make a single friend, just lots of acquaintances, but that's definitely not the same thing, you know? I'll be the girl in the corner fake smiling the entire time.
I don't know, but something about this just makes me feel really lonely. More so than I usually do.