When I look on the Facebook pages of other and see how many acquaintances and friends others have it makes me feel so sad and really hits home how much I have missed out. I can't even imagine someone wanting to take a photo with me ffs. I have one acquaintance who is a guy in my (very small populated) course around the same age and I have no idea how to ask him to hang out because I've never asked anyone that before! He probably has his own social life anyway.
I find myself going on more and more pointless drives to supermarkets just to be around people as I am so lonely. I even drive by bars at closing times just to see people, I'm not even sure why I do it as it just ends up depressing me to see people having fun and talking...motivation that I want to be like that someday, I guess.
I find myself going on more and more pointless drives to supermarkets just to be around people as I am so lonely. I even drive by bars at closing times just to see people, I'm not even sure why I do it as it just ends up depressing me to see people having fun and talking...motivation that I want to be like that someday, I guess.