I always have a hard time interacting with my own family, my that I mean siblings, nephews, nieces and brother/sister in-law. Usually when they come over for a visit I stay in my room the entire time. When I go to visit during a get together I can never have a conversation with them. I am always trying to be invisible :um. I feel so awkward and out of place all the time. I am the same way with my older brother, he's a year older, we were very close when we were kids but now I am so shy around him as well. It's sad that even with my family I am anxious :blank.