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I don't feel like a normal person. Girls hated me all throughout my childhood & it was like my body just give up -- heck I don't even watch porn. Never had sex of any form before. I don't even masterbate. Yes, I don't even masterbate, which causes a fair bit of pain just above my penis. My antidepressants helps with that though.

I feel like a weirdo.

Then I have problems with getting heckled a lot outside.

My GP said my staying indoors is knocking back my quality of life. But I never had a life to begin with lol
 

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I probably will be. I'm 19 right now and I'm as much of a virgin as I was the day I was born.
 

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What quality of life? I never had one to start with. I was treated worse than some mass murderers out there. Most people are unbelievably evil towards me. A guy just a mere 12 miles away was tied to a post & burned alive just for being gay, and people who are capable of that are quite literally everywhere...

I never had a life, most of my life has been like the horror film "Carrie".

There's a good reason for me to stay indoors, believe me.

A group of them would just love for me to walk past so they can either ridicule me or use me as a punching bag.

My life has been absolutely horrible, I think back & it's just filled with horrible memories.

Yet that replacement therapists asks "do you have a girlfriend?" lol

I've no pals at all.

I've never even remotely came close to having any female friends in my 34 years of being on this earth, they're too busy giving me evil looks &/or mocking me when they're hangin out with pals.
 

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I'm a 34-year-old virgin, and though I'm in no danger of being burned at the stake, I often wish I were dead. Women have never been interested in me, and if they haven't been interested in me by now, I don't see why they ever will be. I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life because no woman will ever give me a chance.
 

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I'm a 34-year-old virgin, and though I'm in no danger of being burned at the stake, I often wish I were dead. Women have never been interested in me, and if they haven't been interested in me by now, I don't see why they ever will be. I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life because no woman will ever give me a chance.
My situation is utter sh*t, no women & always heckled outside. The only thing that has kept me alive is my mum, dad, bro's & sis.

Had I been their only child there is no doubt I would've ended it a long time ago...
 

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This is amazing and sad... I feel the same way and people act around me as described above. No friends or girlfriends. I'm 24 and went to see a hooker last year as i was a virgin and probably still am. Turned out i had problems performing and did not manage to cum. I wasn't on medication. The only thing that excited me was the blowjob, which gave me the erection in the first place, but couldn't keep it inside of her.
They say 'go to hookers and build confidence' but that incident made my things worse. Now besides that i'm still afraid to speak with girls, the thought of being a lazy semi-impotent sex partner in a potential relationship is killing me.
People say stuff about me on the street and complain about my different walking stile. Women hate me and they make fun of me if they don't know me. One **** at school kept calling me robocop in the past. I wasn't sure why, until i realized it's probably the anxiety stiffness.
I keep reading anxiety reviews on the internet coming from people with girfriends. They always seem to start with ... 'my girlfriend understands me and supports me all the way' etc. How the hell did they manage to get girlfriends in the first place, i don't know. Society is brainwashed in thinking men who are jerks may be the best partners out there. I hate my life and i will probably never get a girl to sleep with me without involving begging, money or other interests :(
Sometimes i'm just happy when i'm home alone in front of my computer watching movies and browsing the web.
I would die like this a happy virgin if society and family wouldn't discriminate it. My father once asked me if i'm gay. wtf
 

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This is amazing and sad... I feel the same way and people act around me as described above. No friends or girlfriends. I'm 24 and went to see a hooker last year as i was a virgin and probably still am. Turned out i had problems performing and did not manage to cum. I wasn't on medication. The only thing that excited me was the blowjob, which gave me the erection in the first place, but couldn't keep it inside of her.
They say 'go to hookers and build confidence' but that incident made my things worse. Now besides that i'm still afraid to speak with girls, the thought of being a lazy semi-impotent sex partner in a potential relationship is killing me.
People say stuff about me on the street and complain about my different walking stile. Women hate me and they make fun of me if they don't know me. One **** at school kept calling me robocop in the past. I wasn't sure why, until i realized it's probably the anxiety stiffness.
I keep reading anxiety reviews on the internet coming from people with girfriends. They always seem to start with ... 'my girlfriend understands me and supports me all the way' etc. How the hell did they manage to get girlfriends in the first place, i don't know. Society is brainwashed in thinking men who are jerks may be the best partners out there. I hate my life and i will probably never get a girl to sleep with me without involving begging, money or other interests :(
Sometimes i'm just happy when i'm home alone in front of my computer watching movies and browsing the web.
I would die like this a happy virgin if society and family wouldn't discriminate it. My father once asked me if i'm gay. wtf
Far, far too scared of women even to see a hooker. :afr

A psychological thing.

Anyway, sometimes I just sit back & look at my life & think "I'm living in hell for doing something bad in a past life". Gives me a small belief in God & a heaven & hell.
 

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It doesn't matter that you are scared as long as you pay for that. It's the exact reason why people with anxiety aren't anxious during psychotherapy. Hookers don't really care or look at you too much for what it matters. So just go, pay the money and confess your problems. Don't tell her you're a virgin so she won't have to trick you in some way, as they usually do.
Just go and try it, you have nothing to lose because they don't judge and if you embarrass yourself, chances are they'll even forget how you look the next day. My hate towards women amplified ever since. It's because i've felt how pointless sex really is and there's no purpose for it if you're not a couple in love. This is just so you know, sex isn't everything. When you'll find someone worthy of your companion, you will remember this and know virginity wasn't that significant as you thought.
 

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I agree. When you ask yourself why there is a Hell, this is why. Shallowness. I mean why should these people go to Heaven when they act like this? I do believe that is a player turned to God God would take a lot of stuff away from him and make him see how the other shoe fits. i believe shallow women will struggle to fin happiness if they turned to God as evidenced by the lonely older Christian women out there you see on dating sites and have kids. They made their bed, now they're lying in it. I think if you didnt suffer as a sinner, you will as a Christian.
 

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What quality of life? I never had one to start with. I was treated worse than some mass murderers out there. Most people are unbelievably evil towards me. A guy just a mere 12 miles away was tied to a post & burned alive just for being gay, and people who are capable of that are quite literally everywhere...

I never had a life, most of my life has been like the horror film "Carrie".

There's a good reason for me to stay indoors, believe me.

A group of them would just love for me to walk past so they can either ridicule me or use me as a punching bag.

My life has been absolutely horrible, I think back & it's just filled with horrible memories.

Yet that replacement therapists asks "do you have a girlfriend?" lol

I've no pals at all.

I've never even remotely came close to having any female friends in my 34 years of being on this earth, they're too busy giving me evil looks &/or mocking me when they're hangin out with pals.
Do you live in Scotland?
 

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I lost mine at 17.. and it was because my gf at the time was a horn dog, I wanted to wait but I didn't want to lose her.

Did any of you ever get the opportunity at all? Perhaps you were just holding it off for a later time?
 
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