Hi all! New here. I've been coping with sa most of my life. I only found out a few years ago what my problem actually was. So now I have a name for why people think I am crazy. I have managed to hold a steady job for many years and do a few 'normal' things with difficulty. I was managing okay for a while but always seem to sabatoge myself every few months. I try to talk to my probably soon-to-be-ex about it and have only told my long time friend but they don't really understand. they can be sympathetic (sometimes) but I'm sure I frustrate them most of the time. I would not wish this disorder on anyone. :afr