those were the only videos about amygdala and anxiety i found on youtubeOh boy, should have known it was all a sales pitch. I've been suckered on other stuff before. Quick cures, life is wonderful if you push this magic button for $9.99, etc.
No sale. Not buying anything to add insult to injury by being ripped off. Wow, ripping off people whose lives already suck enough. Most people here have a tough time keeping or getting a job so they don't have money to waste on schemes.
I'm fine on the outside; it's the inner turmoil that still exists.Amygdala, genetics, biological, environmental, whatever the cause is I realize it's not going away. Not for $9.99. Not for $9,999,999,999.99. I've worked around this thing all my life and will continue to do so the best way I know how.
There are things I'm capable of. I'm not an idiot. People out there think I am because I can't deal with people as well as they can. I'll do my best and if it's not good enough, so be it. I have very little faith in anything working out with people and believe staying away from them as much as possible is the best.
It's amazing how relaxed I am when they're not around. I can be around immediate family in limited amounts, but that's it. Anybody else and I'm nervous as hell. Avoidance is key.
You've done way more polishing than I ever will. I'm socially awkward, stare at the floor, shaking mess who can't hold eye contact, initiate a basic conversation, nor make friends if my life depended on it. The only conversations I can even have with people are weird. Anything serious is too nerve racking and I don't even try it. Any work I do, I try to hand it in when whoever needs it isn't in the office.I'm fine on the outside; it's the inner turmoil that still exists.
When people think social anxiety, they picture a sweating, socially awkward, staring-at-the-floor mess that can't hold eye contact, initiate a basic conversation, nor make friends if their life depended on it.
I have none of those. I DID have them at one point, several years ago, but not any more.
You can't polish a turd. You can lacquer a turd, and make it shiny and stiff, but you cannot polish one.
sorry thats rats.tell me more