When I was a little kid up until about 15 I never cared at all about going out, making friends joining clubs, dating. You know all that **** normal people. All I did in that time was just play video games like I do now except I got a job. Anyways I started getting bullied in 8th grade for being a quiet loner which everyone seemed to know about me at the time. That's when I started to feel like my life was being wasted by being a loner becauze they made me feel that way. Now I feel like I have to be going out every night and partying, chasing girls etc. Otherwise I'm a loser if I'm not out doing that. It also doesnt't help that I have to live in this ****ty social media generation. Having to see all of their pics they put up. But deep down I know that's not me and I wouldn't enjoy being extroverted. It's just that the media and and society tell me I't shouldn't be this way. Does anyone else feel caught in between?