Back during school years or at home now it's always been like this. Most days unless it was for attendance I went the whole day without speaking a word to anybody. Even when skipping class it wasn't really any different. A teacher said before in grade school she wish I acted up more like the other students because she tends to forget about me. My mom forever nagged how I was and am still a boring person who never tried out for anything or went to school dances. That I've graduated a few years ago have been isolated staying in the house. Going to family gatherings I just felt out of place and didn't socialize there either. Guess I could have regrets over the experiences I missed out on. But with the way I screw things highly doubt it would've change anything. Only during humiliating moments is when people tend to notice me.