this has to be one of the best feelings in the world 4 me, i'm free i can do anything, i can talk with myself, i can sing, dance whatever i please without worrying, does anybody else feels that way too :boogie
something like that...
I have pretty much time on my own, i have 2 rooms - after my brother left the house
to his own apartment. so I finally have privacy as long as I want.
Before he left, to come to his room he had to move first of all from my room - it was a passage room.
I still live home with my parents, and the rare chance I get by myself, it can feel pretty liberating. Yet, I find myself not letting loose most of the time. Even trying to sing out loud becomes a soft whisper as if there are people still around.
I love when I have the house to myself. I haven't had the house to myself in almost four months. Someone is always here, but when they aren't, I can be free to do whatever I want to do.
Sing, dance, play music, run around the house, whatever hits me. I can't do those things much when everyone is around because I feel like I'm bothering them.
I live at the parent's house and there are currently 7 people living here. (It changes.) So I get really excited at the rare opportunety that I get to be alone. But then after a couple hours, I get really depressed. =(
I am not going to like living alone next year. It's going to take some getting used to.
I've been having roommates since i moved to Montreal about 12 years ago. This year is my first year in a long time by myself and it's just great. No one is here to tell me what to do, or how to act, or give me any kind of rules i must follow. I make the damn rules now
If i want to walk around naked and howl like a wolf while listening to metal music, i can :lol
Unless i don't have a choice, I'm never having roommates ever again.
There's usually one day a week where I get a chance to be alone and do whatever I want. I can dance, blast music, watch some concert dvd's, sing (although badly lol) and just recharge for a bit. But after a while it loses it's luster and I get bored with myself. Sometimes when my dad is away on business trips overseas, my sister out-of-state in school, and my mom coming back late from work, I wish for all of them to come back lol.
Since I have been married so long and I enjoy being together so much I get lonely when I am alone at home. its too quiet. Sometimes I take a break from whatever I'm doing and just walk around the house to see what everyone is doing.
I'm living at my folks house now. They both work during the day, but one of my younger brothers is here most of the time. He has a job, but doesnt drive. I guess it works out well that I have SAD, so I can be here to drive him back and forth to work. ha ha my sole purpose in life is as my brothers taxi.
When I am alone at home though, I love it. I get up earlier to eat breakfast at the table, and drink a cup of coffee while reading a magazine- all in absolute silence!! It's a nice way to start a day. But, it def could get lonely if there was never anyone here.