All I want is to be confident. To not sit next to someone, and hope, hope, hope that maybe they'll talk to me, and I'll talk back. But when that does hapoen, I just stammer and look away. I've missed the chance to make so many friends, and I'm just tired of being seen as weird, or mentally chanllenged, or whatever. I'm normal goddamn it, and you might even like me if I could just... Talk to you. Maybe we'd go places, and laugh and... Does it even matter? I'll just sit here, next to you and look away, hoping you don't think I'm some kind of psycho, wasting opportunity after opportunity to rid myself of this loneliness.