lord of mordor
my two cents is that you're putting alot of pressure on yourself to make this work. wanting to better yourself doesn't make you a hypocrite, nor is your SA past something to be ashamed of.So my main question is....how to cope with SA when everything around me seems so perfect and yet I still feel as pathetic as i felt 2 years ago?
How not to feel like an hypocrite?
I'm I lying to myself and everyone around me? Is that what everyone else does?
Btw, none of my new friends or those I got involved with since my meltdown have any idea bout my SA.