Yeah...i guess it's more an identity crisis than an SA one.Maybe you do need to stay true to yourself, like the previous poster mentions. Tell me when you find out exactly how. The concept of 'self' is difficult to understand.
'Nd I can relate. It's hard to act out a role in society. But sometimes you have to please society. I try not to make a big deal out of it... which is pretty hard for the socially anxious... but it is possible.
My friend, maybe you and I are experiencing an identity crisis?