I have not really done anything since I graduated high school (by the way I was home schooled since 4th grade until I graduated) for two years I just sat a home then my mom pushed me in the direction of photography. I enjoy it but I hate dealing with the people I am too scared to go out there and advertise my business so I only get 2 or 3 photo shoots a year from family members looking to take advantage of me. Then my grandmother had surgery me and my mom took over cleaning her houses which I really enjoyed because no one was home I could just do my job and not see anyone. After she can back to work we got a few house that we clean now. I would like to keep cleaning house more but today mom started in on when are you going to get out of here. She knows how I am she started yelling at me one day talking about how lazy I am and I told her it was more than that that I am so shy I can't do anything. But she just got mad and dropped the whole thing. Now she just gives little digs here and there. I have tried to apply to almost all the retail places but have got no word back from them. I have only drove by myself one time and do not drive now because my mom is always in a hurry. Sorry about the long rant.
But if any one else is like this I just want to tell you not to listen to the other people putting you down they are probably in a bad mood just looking for some one to take it out on or are looking out for your best interest in mind not knowing how hard it is with social anxiety. I am going to try baby steps again to get over my anxiety. Let me know if any of you guys are in the same situation as me or if you have any advice.
But if any one else is like this I just want to tell you not to listen to the other people putting you down they are probably in a bad mood just looking for some one to take it out on or are looking out for your best interest in mind not knowing how hard it is with social anxiety. I am going to try baby steps again to get over my anxiety. Let me know if any of you guys are in the same situation as me or if you have any advice.