Um, is it a rhetorical question? Sorry, but I'm not good at distinguishing them from real questions.
If it is...Well, I was really desperate for help, but my dad was outside the U.S., my mom was too depressed to take me to anywhere, and I couldn't drive. (she got her medication when she was in South Korea.)
Currently on: Depakine, Sediel, Klonopin, Prozac, Risperdal, Vitamin D, Calcium
Tried(Med.): Xanax, Valium, Ativan, Zoloft, Inderal, Tenormin, Paxil, Celexa, Lexapro, Adderall, Effexor, Emsam, Nardil, Seroquel, Zyprexa, Remeron, Lamictal, Abilify, Pristiq
Tried(Sup.): Vitamin B12, Magnesium, Kava Kava, Rhodiola Rosea, Omega-3