Congrats on the weight loss. I went through a similar situation as well, so I know how you feel. I was overweight and extremely ugly, about 180 and then lost a lot of weight. Last I checked I was 113 but I think I'm probably about 120 now. At 113 I thought I was too thin. I'm still ugly but I'm happier with having a thinner body. Weight loss transformations are always great because you know how hard you worked, and you feel as if you earned it. I get depressed about my face sometimes because I'd hope I would look better once I lost weight, but nope.
I love the cheat days as well. I look forward to them. I usually have them on Saturday nights. Hiking season is almost over, so I am going to have to start using my building gym again.
Good job on the weight loss!